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♥There is allot of things I tried hiding from in my short life, especially these past two years. The thing I was so afraid of is actually the best thing I hold dear to me now. My family is always here for me, and will always be there waiting with loving faces. I just wanted to say how much I love them for that.
See, I have this relationship with my little brother that could be much, much stronger and healthier. I feel as if I have failed on being an older sister, because I'm not the nicest person towards him. But what the kid doesn't know is, that I really love him. I really do! I freak out when I get the slightest feeling something might happen to him. It hurts knowing that I might have damaged him, by showing him how mean a female can be. But a smile comes to my face when I hear him singing while he is on the toilet, or giggling at anything on television, and how he grows anger in his eyes when he tries to protect me from enemies. I really love this kid.
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Do you want to make an old man cry? Or do you just have a prodigious knack for the sublime? I have the same relationship with both of you. I never expect what you throw out there; and this value is your gift to me, baby brother and all who love you. I see you will not be a heartbreaker, rather a heart mendor. Thank you for all the challenges, and all the laughter. out>> dad, phd.
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