I keep asking myself,
"Why did HE have to leave us?"
Without him so far, this house isn't home anymore. It really isn't. I miss my big brother. I really do.
He left a couple of hours ago... and I'm trying not to think about it.
It kills me to know that when I wake up in during the middle of the night to get some water, he won't be there...
Without him so far, this house isn't home anymore. It really isn't. I miss my big brother. I really do.
He left a couple of hours ago... and I'm trying not to think about it.
It kills me to know that when I wake up in during the middle of the night to get some water, he won't be there...
typing away on his computer.
When I gave him a hug before he left,
I couldn't let go of him. I became greedy. I wanted him to stay.
When I gave him a hug before he left,
I couldn't let go of him. I became greedy. I wanted him to stay.
I wanted him all to myself.
Yes, I know that I have to move on, and life WILL go on, but it feels
like something has been torn out of my soul. I'm completely...
EMPTY.
Yes, I know that I have to move on, and life WILL go on, but it feels
like something has been torn out of my soul. I'm completely...
EMPTY.
It's going to be hard for me, but I should be able to get over it. I know I can handle it.
I love my big bro, I really do.
I love my big bro, I really do.
And it is true...
You DON'T know what you've got 'til it's gone.
I miss him so much.
I miss him so much.
But I know that he has a great future to look forward to. He really does.
I love you Vinnie.
I love you Vinnie.
"So long, and goodnight"
1 comment:
I talked to Vin, and he assures me he is on a trip to accomplish a major long time life project. Unfortunately, he had to go up north to get it done. He wants me to tell you, and all others that he did not leave here to make us all sad. He is on a project to improve his stature.
I take some pride in knowing you and I gave him enough love and encouragement to boost him in his mission. I know I feel broken as I am stripped of my comforts. You are young and feel it too, only more so. Thanks for the kind words in here today. >>phd, dad
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