Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Matthew Murphy, Where Are You?

It is truly amazing how something so special can just...
disappear within a blink of an eye.
Someone I held dear to me since the sixth grade has been gone for a week.
No, he is not dead, but it really feels like he is.
I probably will never get to see him again. He has been taken into CPS,
and I am afraid for him.
I hope he is somewhere safe now, and with someone who cares
about him. Because now, that is what he really needs.
It sucks because he looked me in the eyes and told me
everything was going to be okay.
But...
It's not, it really isn't okay. I haven't heard a word from him.
This is what happens when you care too much about people. It just tears me apart.
It really does....
What's left to do??
I guess I just have to find out the answer on my own.

Why am I left here to suffer?

1 comment:

the coolest loser you will ever meet.garenteed. said...

hey sweetie....you need to write more. but this guy who is in CPS...he'll be just fine. i dont know if you;ll get to see him again, i dont know him, but it will be ok. i know ive been absent from you these past few weeks and im sorry. but i am just a phone call away...or a 30 second walk. i love you, always. megan.